Douglas Kimmich

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Because they're all Reptilians and they constructed the schema and then laugh as they get you to break it for their own pleasure. The only ascension is through getting humanity to become it's own galactic power.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Holy Shit, Aleister Crowley was more of a dick to the spirits then I am. This is the key to schizophrenia, just be more of a dick to them in then any of the voices can and hallucinations can be, and you just win. And you're just whatever that ends up doing in Life. Like me.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

It's Aleister Crowley with a modern twist:

https://t.co/CHJMk8OEXs

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

No, the only time I did DMT was when I watched a friend of my brother's make it out of Acacia bark he bought on the internet and derived down. Millennials were the last generation to do any chemical untouched by the big killer/moneymaker drugs that infect everything you can buy.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

It all worked okay, because I realized my sexuality requires people to chase after me, and I'm a man, and so that's rare in human culture, but I'm also content just making lots of platonic friends, so it's not an extreme need now actualized. The virgin thing just fucked me up with not knowing what it meant and if it did something more magical than child birth.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

I dealt with it by becoming a trans girl and getting fucked in the ass, and then that seemed to obliterate any care I had about that mystery after that. Then it was just the obvious ejaculate into ovulating female equals baby. And I didn't care about that either. So mystery solved. When can go home, hardy boys.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Going through schizophrenia and being a virgin in young adulthood is an incredibly fucked up experience and that's why I empathize with incels. What they're going through with the passion and anger and confusion of why they can't get anyone to love them, is a lot like my delusions that it was something magical I needed to achieve for adulthood and power. They probably have more realistic goals for it, but I believe it's a pretty similar mechanism in the brain that drives you to psychosis over it.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

This is a problem of being a female fetishist bottom versus top. If you're erotic fantasy is being topped by a man as a feminized man than hormones do nothing wrong. If you still want to top people but be a feminized man then we need some completely alien hormonal composition for you to be feminized while using your penis. Which does make this more stupid and ridiculous. But that's because there's no valid definition of a trans woman. And giving anyone hormones just because they "need" or want to look feminine is stupid.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Look at me, I feminized myself, let me into your spaces and all my friends, is not the road map to gender equality you think it is. It's incredibly condescending and insulting to women to think because some men copied stereotypes and even mutilated their bodies because of it, that the gender war is over or that you're perfect allies able to be a part of their spaces now.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

All it is is vanity. If gender was really just a feeling no one would need to transition and they would fight for men like me calling ourselves women looking like this, and there would be no problem. It's because it just doesn't work that way in human society, there's too much beef between men and women to just let people obviously of the other sex join the club. And so they need the vanity procedures and such to trick people into the social cues. And you're definitely not going to solve this by forcing gender versus sex down everyone's throats. The men still all commit as much as any men does.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Yes, it is. If beer gets you to think more spiritually and existentially about things then it's good. So is weed and cigarettes. Even the harder drugs that I never tried much. They just all have fentanyl in them now, so good luck not dying for it. But if we legalize the good spiritual drugs we can unlock a generation of people who will be the best thinkers and workers.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

My Spiritual Diatribe on Masculine and Feminine Spirits in male and female bodies mismatched as such, is that it does not require gender-bending to align with the Spirit. Your spirit has been challenged with dealing with it's ego in a body that it will reject and need to learn new things from. To reject that lesson is to doom yourself to another life as the sex you hate. You must learn these lessons if you wish to return to an aligned form, otherwise, your narcissism and vanity will lead you to deeper levels of disgust with yourself, and deeper challenges to deal with in your next life. You will keep getting uglier and uglier until you realize that's not the goal of life.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Like Summer Overture too. This song just makes me eternally think of the effects of shooting up meth and heroin, and I never want to do it.

https://t.co/BLnYdjvVwx

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Clint Mansell does the best orchestra for movies that aren't some LOTR or Marvel universe movie. Like Requiem for a Dream. These are both just intense Life stories, not grand fictional worlds, and these songs are so powerful and fitting.

https://t.co/bzZHQUFCeb

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

@obsessionmoder @UkeCreature It cleared up completely when I stopped taking hormones.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

The dude in the opening is the voice of Yuri from the Red Alert 2 Command and Conquer video game. He played the Psychic Commander of the Soviet Empire.

https://t.co/4cLieymnGx

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

The kids aren't alright, and they haven't been since before the 60's.

https://t.co/xfDsMZdV07

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Every popular e-girl has no intelligent opinions and is just pedo-baiting with their little girl face in an adult body to make people give them money. I applaud the adult men who pedo-bait with AI to making themselves look like anime girls on cam and voice so they can get money too. That's how stupid this game is, and how much it needs to be shut down.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

Western Esotericism has grown to such heights that we can accept women as equals and we can incorporate them into our spirituality. We don't need to dominate them and vie for power with them. It's only considered weakness of men to not allow women equal chance at the Battlefield of Life. To the point we're now erasing all the definitions and leaving the genderless vaginas to be left to their own devices to deal with life with no special treatment whatsoever. But that's something we can correct. And we don't need to reverse 100's of years of progress to do it.

[Douglas Kimmich @RatclownAlpha2]

As a random man told me in a post I read. Music soothes men's souls. That's why Muslims ban it. They want to be as egotistical and violent as possible. They want women to be oppressed to insane degrees to protect men's egos. It's all for men. He's the only modern day prophet to not be a proper Ascended Master. He was a pedophile and a warlord. And you're all following the ramblings of a man deluded by the worst impulses of humanity as truths of God. That's why the West will always be at War with you. Along with the Jews who you need for justification of your Abrahamic Religion.