Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr

‘ωε αll gο α lιττlε мαd sοмετιмεs.’ Hiding my crazy from the world. I’m just a nobody college professor. That hears voices. Oops. {#OC #RP #MV #ArtisticQuirks}

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

"We all have our secrets."

// Flipped SPN OC
~Literate/Descriptive
~OpenDMs
~John's little brother
~Looking for SLs
~#ArtisticQuirks
RT?

[Dean Winchester @AffIictedYouth]

🗡New Young!Dean
🗡Not new to #SPNRP or RP
🗡Open to plot in DMs always
🗡OCs welcome and encouraged
🗡I'll be as descriptive as you are
🗡Be patient with me please :]
🗡#Inquisitori

RT and Follow?

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

// On Hiatus until further notice. The muse is so far gone I’ve forgotten what it feels like... \\

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains “Then we’re awkward together,” I muttered with a weak smile. “At the risk of sounding incredibly lame, I never turn down a chance to cuddle.” Wrapping my arms around her waist, I kissed her softly once again. “All I want is to keep you happy, Anastasia. It’s all I need.”

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I beamed proudly, immensely relieved that she liked it. When she kissed me, my arms went around her automatically and I let myself sink into her touch, stroking up and down her back slowly. "You are so very welcome."

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I let out a strangled laugh and looked up at her. “Whatever you want, Ana, it’s yours,” I said finally, still flushed as I let the full meaning sink in. I’d never make a move if I thought she wasn’t ready, but that didn’t mean I didn’t want to.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains covered my burning face with my hands, taking a deep, slow breath. “It’s your choice, is what I’m trying to say,” I said slowly, measuring each word carefully before I spoke it.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I turned scarlet at her question, coughing awkwardly at the implication. I couldn’t say I hadn’t considered it but... to actually be faced with the reality of it. “Wh.. I-I mean.. I-If you want you, you’re welcome. You. To! Want to! B-but I wasn’t... I wouldn’t..” I groaned and >

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I grinned and raised a hand to brush her hair back from her face. “Don’t even think about it. I can handle all that. All I need is you.”

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I sank into her touch, chest tight as I held her to me. Breaking the kiss after a moment, I gazed up at her earnestly. “Stay with me, Ana. Live with me. Not just until you find a place, but for good. I can’t imagine my days without you in them anymore.”

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I flushed as she pressed my hand to her chest, looking up into her eyes as I felt her heart. Taking her hand, I held it to my own chest so she could feel that mine was doing the same.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains Sparks went off in my head as I returned her kiss, happier than I had ever dared let myself be. She... She loved me too? I’d dreamed about it but didn’t dare hope for it. But she did. I could feel it like I felt my own heartbeat.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I cupped your cheeks and smiled brightly, kissing your forehead and keeping your face close to mine. “I love you,” I murmured softly, fear spiking as soon as the words were out. Too late to take them back now, not that I wanted to.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

“John is fucking Rowena, Gabriel is ducking himself. It’s a very weird day.”

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains Not needing words right then, I kissed her again, tracing her lip with my tongue as I held her as close as I could.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I chuckled softly and pulled her down to me, pressing my lips to her softly. Leaving one hand in her hair, I stroked up and down her back with the other. “You’re so beautiful, you know that?”

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains “Need something..” I muttered, stroking my fingers through her hair. “Can I kiss you?” I met her gaze hesitantly, still afraid of stepping over the line, even after all we’d been through.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains Eager to get it out of the way, I adjusted my glasses and poured myself into the work. Eventually, I noticed her glances and felt my face redden. Setting my glances on the desk, I swiveled in my chair to face her. “Come here,” I said, patting my lap impulsively.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I winked down at her and grinned. “Well, you are my TA. It’s sort of your job,” I teased lightly, bumping her shoulder with mine as I led her back to my office. Dragging another chair over to my desk, I spilt my stack of papers in half and held some out to her.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains “Just a bit. Would you like to help?” I stroked the back of her hand with my thumb and smiled a bit easier. Whatever storm I might be facing, she was the calm in the center.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I glanced down at her and smiled softly, bringing her hand to my lips. “I know, Ana. I know.” Once we pulled into the driveway, I got out and cane around to open your door.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains worry about any of this. I was more of a threat to myself than her. I just so badly didn’t want to disappoint her.

[Sεвαsτιαη Wιηснεsτεr @RavagedCharmer]

@BeautyAndBrains I got in the car and started down the road on autopilot, jerking at the sudden touch. Laughing awkwardly, I covered her hand with mine and squeezed it. “Sorry. Just.. lost in thought, I guess. It’s nothing important,” I said in an attempt to reassure her. She didn’t need to >