Y'all are making my cry again godammit
Love you all so fucking much, you're all valid, never let people step on you, be who you are and remember to treat everyone with kindness, specially yourself, ok?
I do have to say... a year ago I tried to end it all.
In a years time, I've picked myself up and pushed through the insane unimaginable mental pain and achieved a childhood dream.
Give up, or keep going. Stay in it. It's hard but it's worth staying in it.
It's damn hard.