you shouldn’t have to ask anybody to do right by you not even once, and that goes for any type of relationship.. cause if they fw you heavy like you think or they say they do, a mf would think about every feeling you have before thinking of doing some weird shit to you!
I really don’t know who needs to hear this right now… but stay focused. you’re doing such a good job, even if you don’t feel like you are or you feel like you aren’t getting anywhere. don’t focus on where you used to be. focus only on excelling and moving forward. keep going.