@meramizu I feel like I knew this already, but, I don't know/remember if you told me or if I just kinda assumed from information I had.
But, I do know that sharing that to a larger audience can be a hard thing to do, and that takes a lot of courage
I am proud of you!
@meramizu addendum: unless your coping mechanism is extreme violence, that could be a problem, but I know you and you're too nice for that to be the case.
@meramizu Everyone deals with stress differently, all forms of stress response are generally involuntary and built into your system for some reason or another.
It isn't your fault, and you aren't being overly sensitive, your feelings are valid and your bodies coping mechanism is also.
@baovtuber There's tons of aspects of the Vtuber community that I enjoy, that I am hesitant to participate in, because I don't want to come off as creepy and I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable, I have had close friends this kind of thing happened to, and it's horrible.