I miss having a connection to another soul. When it goes beyond sex and pulls you in to something deeper and more intimate that only two soul can bond over. I miss that and i know im still grieving over something i lost but i still yearn to have another i can call my own
I'm longing for the same passion and love that i pour out in this world. I want to feel wanted and desirable the same way on how i desire others as well.
Im sorry but im not ready to share you yet. It gives me pain knowing you wanna be with other people and it is making me feeling inadequate and ugly. I dont know if i should continue and bear the pain or end it quickly to make the pain go away