Brisineo

Semi-dead (literally) artist that dabbles in a lot of things. Currently recovering from significant health issues. Commissions CLOSED! THX FOR THE SUPPORT!

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@Wolvan1 You look like you've seen a ghost.

Lol. Yeah, slowly starting to come back from the dead, been thinking how to reestablish myself here.

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Can't believe vtuber drama got so crazy it actually got me to pick up a pen and use it seriously for the first time in over a year. Actual first time drawing any vtuber too.
#MMOARTPG

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Gosh I draw so slowly now but I couldn't get this image out of my head after starting Drama Queen and I wanted to try my style chameleon skill again. You have to admit, they do have quite a lot of similarities, except the whole incest thing, maybe...

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@tenmamaemi

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@WholesomeOrenji Surprised nobody did this one yet...

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I finally return from the dead. I'm still trying to regain my footing and need to go slow, but to familiarize myself with the tablet again I tried to trace and colorize that one awesome scene from #FrierenBeyondJourneysEnd and match it as best as I could with the show's lighting.

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It's been a rough month of sleeping on everything from hard floors to luxurious mattresses, but I'm now in a more stable spot, and still alive. Without access to or having lost 90% of my personal belongings, but alive nonetheless.

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So I'm homeless right now, just letting everyone know. Lots of dirty legal tactics are the cause.

And with how they did it, pretty much lost all my furniture and several personal items as a result.

Dunno where I'm headed or what's going to happen yet. Just along for the ride.

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Now I understand why people say lawsuits are so stressful. Trying to file stuff in time to prevent getting evicted made me have a panic attack even when on meds that stop panic attacks. I got over that hurdle but the fight's really only just beginning.

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Dunno why people think MRIs are scary. It's hard for me not to fall asleep while taking one.

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>mold inspector looking at water damage flat out says she's surprised I'm not dead already from what I was exposed to
That's comforting to hear.

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Problem is, there's a lot of legal crap that's gonna make fixing the mold problem a lot more complicated, so I don't know when I'll be out of it. Gonna be chained along for the ride still, until I'm good enough to fend for myself again.

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So another update from my long silence:
Got diagnosed with very severe Chronic Fatigue, but with no known cause. No surprise, but not much to work with.
Though black mold was found in the house shortly after. That could explain whole family being sick for so long.

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Finally was able to concentrate long enough to finish a commission for Spastic. A beautiful olive tree mare.

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Doctor: "You have very flexible hands... Have you always been able to bend them like that?"
Me: "Yeah."
Doctor: "I'm ordering some X-rays because that can be a sign of auto immune."

The more I know lol. Also they think I do have an auto-immune disease. Just don't know what yet.

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It's been so long since I had a bed I forgot how my room acoustics amplify bass from my speakers right where the head of my bed is. Turned on a song and everything is vibrating.

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For the past month I haven't actually slept on a bed. I threw mine out because I think it was making me sicker.

Finally got a replacement today.

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>Be smothered in doctors appointments for the past few weeks
>Finally reach last one for a while
>think I got away with avoiding sunlight the entire time using heavy sunscreen and covering up
>arm doesn't feel good
>missed a spot with sunscreen and got a nasty burn in under 60s

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mfw I can't even walk to a neighbor's house and back under the sun before my skin starts burning and blistering.

These meds suck. Where's my vampire/demon powers?

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Sorry I've been real quiet for a while. I'm not the only one that has weird health problems. Been helping take care of my brother who's also got some bad crap going on.