Welcome to Bluescreened πΊ
This is a brand new project and group channel I'm launching alongside @hispencerstiles (formerly Daymoo).
We're stepping into a new era for the glizzy man, expect a massive level up in quality and the best Fortnite content we've ever produced.
This is also a space for other creators to get involved and have their chance to shine, showcasing what they can create whether theyβre big or small, and If youβd like to be part of future videos feel free to reach out and join the discord.
This is only the beginning, go subscribe and enjoy the video! π
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Welcome to Bluescreened πΊ
This is a brand new project and group channel I'm launching alongside @hispencerstiles (formerly Daymoo).
We're stepping into a new era for the glizzy man, expect a massive level up in quality and the best Fortnite content we've ever produced.
This is also a space for other creators to get involved and have their chance to shine, showcasing what they can create whether theyβre big or small, and If youβd like to be part of future videos feel free to reach out and join the discord.
This is only the beginning, go subscribe and enjoy the video! π
GO SUBSCRIBE: https://t.co/hAgCTBgIUx
https://t.co/hAgCTBgIUx
https://t.co/hAgCTBgIUx
Merry Christmas fellas π
Everyone says it's Christmas day, I say it's upload day
Epic Games Invited Me Back for Christmas
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Merry Christmas fellas π
Everyone says it's Christmas day, I say it's upload day
Epic Games Invited Me Back for Christmas
Watch Here: https://t.co/6lbniSffGl
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I want to preface that I know I come and go a lot. There are a lot of complexities behind that over the last five years with personal life and health struggles. I have tried recording and uploading countless videos explaining things, but every time I either felt stupid talking about it, felt like I would be criticized by friends or viewers, or I could not articulate myself properly because it is hard to summarize everything I have been dealing with both internally and my personal life.
I genuinely try my best and I really do love making content. It is still something I want to do even if it ends up only being at a hobby level. To be blunt, the content I have been making is complete trash and I know that. I've mainly been exploring and experimenting, trying different things.
I have become angry at the world in some ways and have isolated myself from a lot of people because of my own issues, and that has definitely shown on my streams with raging and poor attitude towards things. I want to fix that, be better and be proud of myself and the things I create again.
I want to make good quality and watchable content. I went through a period, and I am still figuring it out, where I had no idea what I wanted to upload or create, and then I did not know how to execute any of it properly. That is why I have been all over the place with content or unable to stay consistent. It is not the only reason but it is one of many. And again, I know my content has been completely lacking in quality and vision as I mentioned earlier as "trash".
I have realised that I am an all rounder now, a variety type of person, which I never used to be with games. I always stuck to one game, but these days I struggle to stay committed to only one. Making multiple channels will help me not feel guilty about moving between games without uploading anything because it does not fit my main channel, which used to be Fortnite content and will go back to Fortnite content. Now I can keep Fortnite on that channel and not feel like I am making a huge content switch every time.
I am going to upload different games on different channels, because otherwise I end up never uploading anything, not executing ideas, and confusing viewers. Splitting things up gives me freedom to play what I enjoy and make content I am happy with instead of forcing myself to play something that I don't want to play for the sake of consistency.
Hopefully this explains some of the things I have been wanting to get off my chest about my channel, identity and content. I have struggled to talk about any of this because of shame, which I mentioned earlier. I feel like I have let a lot of people down including viewers and friends who I miss and no longer talk to much these days unfortunately, which has crushed me. It made me believe that people are sick of me being unreliable, which I understand so I decided to stop reaching out and bother friends in fear they thought I was using them or that I was not good enough anymore. It has been a very vicious cycle and to my friends I am genuinely sorry for that.
Maybe no one cares anymore and that's okay. At least I have finally done this for myself and actually said something instead of recording explanation videos that I never upload. I just wanted people to understand things to some degree.
Thank you for reading and go subscribe if you're still interested in me and my content π
Not to make it about myself but people come into my chat just to say I βfell offβ or something mean because Iβm not on 300+ viewers anymore. Iβm just trying to find myself again and make content I actually enjoy.
For the last 5 years I have felt so lost with myself which is partly why I went MIA in the first place and now Iβm just trying to find my footing with content I want to make and foster a new community.
If you donβt have something nice to say, maybe just donβt say anything but that being said it is the internet and people will always have an opinion even if unreasonable.
Iβve stopped speaking my mind because of past criticisms and fear of criticism but if there is one thing Iβve learnt is someone will always have something to say irrespective of what you got going on so you might as well do you anyways.