if love ever finds me again, may the universe let me meet someone who loves me as deep as i do. Someone who is never okay with hurting me. Someone who is loyal, kind & devoted. Someone who will never make me feel unwanted, someone who feels like home & also finds home in me.
Unfortunately I don't do nonchalant men. Be dominant. Be clingy. Be touchy. Watch my location. Plan dates. Show up. Bring freaking flowers. BE OBSESSED.
I literally HAD TO FIGHT MY WAY OUT OF THAT DARK SPACE IN LIFE AND I REFUSE TO LET ANYONE TAKE ME BACK!!! That goes for family, friends, relationships. I CANNOT LOSE ME ANYMORE !!!
So far this year, Iโve learned that people really know what theyโre doing. They know how it affects you, they know how it would feel if it were done to them. They know.
if you catch yourself BEGGING someone forโฆhuman decency? a response? time together? clarify? respect? some compassion? some kindness? you need to make a step back & realize youโre begging someone for bare minimum. thatโs ridiculous beneath you. fuck that shit.