I hope everyone has been well. I'm sorry that I have been unactive, depression has really kicked my ass. I do from time to time swing by and watch you guys without hopping into chat. Miss you all and wanted to let all my amazing streamers know I'm thinking of you!
help with some motivation, let me be there to give you the push that I feel I need. I know this is a long read but just know you're not alone and thank you for being you and reading
Long message ahead. I'm sitting at my bus stop to go home at 8:30pm right now and started to thing of my past and me as a person. I've been trying for almost 10 years now to be a content creator and have failed. Drawing comics, YouTube skits, cosplay and now I feel like twitch
pain. But I want you to know that how you feel is ok, it's ok to not be ok. People say you can't be loved till you love yourself, but I think that's bull and I'll love you. And when you can't see your value, let me show you that I feel the same about myself. And when you need
Thinking of maybe doing a stream in like an hour or two since I barely stream anymore hahahah what do you all think, should I be a little entertainment whore for you all???
How is everyone? I'm missing my twitch family and hope you all are good. I recently got a new job that requires me to get a bus ride because of the distance so my time is kind of low now hahah but I hope to put some time aside for you guys once I figure all of this out
Here is the creative righting for the week
Stray dog, written on my back
On the streets
Home is what I lack
Unwanted
Unloved
And oh believe me I'm so fucking haunted
Voices in my head
Whispers in the dark
I'm making videos again! I've been really excited to hit the ground running and just slam out a bunch of videos I've been meaning to do forever. I keep putting things off because I don't feel "ready" yet...Well no more!
Here's a pic of my temporary setup!