I don't know how to communicate with you anymore. I don't know how to soothe the rage I cause in you, or prevent it in the first place. Were I a less pathetic man maybe I could find the thing that makes me react better.
For now, I just feel broken. I want to find peace.
@jakeabr I need help... I don't even know why I'm doing this.. Your music used to mean so much to me.. a lot of people's music used to. Now, I don't find meaning in much of anything... I've got no hope left, man. The world has gotten so cold and jagged around the edges
I'm nothing more than a piece of human waste this keeps building. I need help. BetterHelp isn't therapy. BetterHelp is all there is.
#SuicidePrevention
There's one ounce of me that doesn't desire death, and I can't stop treating her like shit. Why do my anxieties have to be her emergencies? If the thought of physically being alone scares me, why should my demeanor make her change?
I hate what I've become.
I feel lost and I don't know how to orient myself. What does it mean to be a man? What if I'm found wanting in that measurement? I don't have a path, and everything is so nihilistic... It's all so much to bare
@McDonalds why is it that every time I make an order with your app this is what I endlessly get every time I get to the store? Each time I'm refused the food I've already paid for and told there's nothing they can do if I don't have the order number. Very suck.