Really Corey

Where I put the real stuff | Sexual abuse survivor | #MentalHealth Main @ThisIsCorey Content here can be triggering so please take care. Here for support too

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

So this is the place I put thoughts and feelings I don’t want to put on my main. Follow if you want to. Just want a place to say what is going through my head really. My idea of screaming into the world.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

@Becs Very. Out of all the times and the second biggest hospital and it still happens.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

I just saw my abuser and it was horrible. He look miserable and then he saw me and his whole face lit up, like I had made his day/year/life.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

@Becs Yeah. Not what you expect.

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@Capt_Caffiend Very

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@Becs He is. He was going for a hospital for an appointment. Passed him and a guard in the corridor.

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@Becs It sucks. I don’t feel safe and it’s not fair.

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@tweetyfunsize I mean it is a goal to get back to work but I’m not there yet.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

My sister once again bought up me getting a job. I really don’t think my family understands what damage happened to me during my formative years. My abuser had his hold on me for over a decade and turned up to my work place multiple time. It fucked with me a lot.

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And now I have been told I have to have a psychiatrist appointment. I love my life.

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And I get feelings of worthlessness because apparently it’s more important to have a job than anything else in this world. Why don’t they get me?

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

@chronically_suz I’m sorry that it’s like that for you.

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@amandimoo I don’t think he will but it’s the second time he has appealed.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

The fucker is appealing his sentence again. I’m over this shit.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

All this is really hard and I really don’t know what to do. I’m lost as to how to get someone to see what is right in front of them.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

I have lost hope and I feel like this will ruin me.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

I am just so sad.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

I have been made out to be a liar recently and my character has been majorly questioned, by someone that knows me extremely well. They have turned into a person I can’t recognise anymore and it hurts me so much. My heart is in pain and it feels like it is only going to get worse.

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Why does my family insist on me having a job? As if that is my whole worth. I don’t particularly enjoy not being able to earn money and having a majorly reduced income but I have panic attacks because of work and all my PTSD symptoms rise and then that make MDD harder to fight

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

Had a big panic attack today because ACC want to have a meeting about my ongoing care. It’s so stressful. Haven’t had one of those in a long time.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

@Catherine_andy He has lost out. He is the one that left your lives. Time he can’t get back.

[Really Corey @Really_Corey]

I think my dad is depressing me. 🤔