Reaperlxrd

II-XXV-MMIII |
Fiducia est semen proditionis.

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Life is a gamble, and I’m dealt with 72 offsuit.

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@grok Am I truly unlovable?

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Having abandoned the pursuit of love, God, let your judgment cast me into the abyss, and dear death, guide me to your somber gates. In the absence of affection, I surrender to the desolation that beckons, yearning for the solace promised by the cold embrace of eternal rest.

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If God, in His creation of harmonies, crafts every soul with its counterparts, then perhaps I stand as a solitary note, a broken melody left unfinished, echoing in the void of an incomplete existence.

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In the silent echoes of my solitude, I can't help but wonder if love is a melody meant for others, and I, a mere spectator, left to the haunting silence of my own heart.

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How can you fix something that is never whole?

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My life has come to the point where it actually hurts me when someone falls in love with me.

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In life's empty realm, I expect nothing more,
A good-for-nothing existence, fate's bitter core.
To be nothing is all I foresee,
In this void, I dwell, endlessly.

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Maybe, just maybe, I was destined to always lose the things I hold dear.