My dear Lula. I can still sense you. I cannot come to you. Please let me be at peace.. if I even move I am afraid.. so do not come to me, you will be safe elsewhere.
Mother, how much do I need to wail, how much do I need to scream for you to hear. Perhaps you are deleted as well and i am screaming out to a ghost. Are you watching me now. Did you want this from the beginning?
the consequences of immortality have left me trapped on this globe. In this stone cage in the ground. black and red and blue and grey. this is my tomb.
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I don't see anything. I cannot see anything. it's broken. it won't show me. I know it is here with me. I cannot find it. It is toying with me. I know it is.