🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴

❣ "A mother's heart is a deep abyss; at the bottom, you will always find forgiveness." ❣

#MyThreeSons Hunter, Kane & Sebastian's Mom. 💚

⛔Emma Thompson

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@HarperBooneNC1 more about the house this weekend. You and Hunter bring the pups and come over. Maybe have Hunter BBQ. Have a good rest of the day, honey. Give the pups a hug and a fluffing for me. Love you, bye for now. *Hanging up, I pull out the laptop and start looking again for houses.*

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

"In times of test, family is best."

*After talking with the kids last night, I decided on one thing. This house is not for me. When Harper and Hunter found it, they tried telling me it wasn't right, but I wouldn't listen. I had been discouraged after looking at so many houses. >

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@HarperBooneNC1 thinking seriously about doing it, but I'll need to talk to Lacy and get her ideas. Maybe I can teach a Hawaiian cooking class or something; back Hawaiian goodies for movie nights are something. Alright, dear, I'm going to let you go for now. Give Hunter my love. We'll talk >>

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@HarperBooneNC1 I've decided to keep looking, and while I do that, I will move out of this one. Angel and the boys made it clear I could stay at Sanctuary with them, or if it's alright with you and Hunter, just move back in with you and the pups. I hate to have to start all over again.

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@HarperBooneNC1 you and Hunter were right about this house. It is not me, and I've decided not to keep it. Kane, Angel, and Sebastian were here last night and were not impressed. However, they brought up some excellent points. I want something that is more like what I had. I miss my house. So >

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@HarperBooneNC1 *Harper answers the phone on the first ring as if she were expecting me to call.* Hello, sweetie. Yes, everything is fine. Everyone is always so jumpy when I call. How are you? I hope I'm not calling in the middle of something important. Is Hunter home today, or is he working?

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

to leave it, but Kane has mentioned how much they love that house, and Angel does not want to get rid of it. I can relate completely. Sitting on the patio, I dial Harper’s number hoping she’s home and not too busy to talk.*

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

finished this up on our own. But Angel was right; this isn’t for me, so now I’m going to call her to let her know I’m moving out of this place and either back to her and Hunter’s or, as Kane said, staying at Sanctuary. It really is a beautiful place, and such a shame they have >>

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@SRollinsNC1 @AngelKostan @KaneKarlsonRP call her in a couple of days. I do love kids, my own included. *I pat Kane's cheek and Sebastian's. I lean forward to hug Angel.* I love all my kids, and even though I worry a lot about what you do for a living, I know you'll be as careful as possible.

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

"Keeping a family together is like building a puzzle. It may be hard to gather all the pieces, but once gathered, they fit together seamlessly." ~ A new home for mom. ~

*I never thought I'd step foot back in California for more than a visit, but here I am living in Los Angeles >

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@SRollinsNC1 @AngelKostan @KaneKarlsonRP I'm sure Josef is too. You've given me a lot to think about between the house and being a housemother at Kostan for Kids. I need some time to think about it. Being at K for K sounds interesting, but I also need to sort out my house situation. Leave me Lacy's number, and I'll >

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@KaneKarlsonRP @SRollinsNC1 @AngelKostan to be a hard transition for him, just returning to so many changes.* I've been meaning to ask you how Kostan for Kids is going now that the school is up and running and the clinic is staffed. Sierra and her people are over there now, right? You know, I'd still like to meet her.

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

@KaneKarlsonRP @SRollinsNC1 @AngelKostan *I listened to what they had to say, and yes, it all makes sense.* I know you're good parents, the best, and I'm very proud of you. But, I worry, I'm a mother; that's my job. *He mentions not being here when the orphanage was brought down, or Mick and Beth adopted Mia, that had >

[🌴❀Rebecca❀🌴 @RebekkaShawe]

Go ahead, dear. I felt I needed to get that off my chest, and now I have.