i’ll never be the same.
i’m caught inside the memories,
the promises, our yesterdays when I belonged to you.
and how can I pretend I never knew you
like it was all a dream
I know i’ll never forget the way I always felt with you beside me
and how you loved me then
Just heard someone say.
The reason you overthink is because someone in your life you trusted and loved.
Fucked you over so badly, so deeply.
That you now have to question every damn thing.
I’m sorry if you understand.
my mom once told me "accountability will always feel like an attack when you are not ready to acknowledge how your behavior harms others" and that shit is real.