all gave some... some gave ALL... π«‘πΊπΈπ
today is for the ones who gave their all... (including those who took their own lives)
...with respect, love, and ETERNAL grief πβΎοΈ
#memorialday
@OK3ZZY@redbullracing no no no no.. i'm not falling into that trap again.. i did last year and i paid for EVERY SECOND of it.. no, this year i'm not believing in ANY false hope until the finish line is crossed in Abu Dhabi
@redbullracing@OK3ZZY now THIS, is something i can take pride in... regardless of how the season is going... FIRST podium with OUR VERY OWN POWER UNIT !!! ππππ§‘π§‘π§‘ THAT'S my team π«‘
now THIS, is something i can take pride in... regardless of how the season is going... FIRST podium with OUR VERY OWN POWER UNIT !!! ππππ§‘π§‘π§‘ THAT'S my team π«‘
a podium ???? no.. no no no no... don't do this to me again, team.. DON'T YOU DARE do this to me again... don't give me false hope.. because i believe.. i believe and it hurts EVERY TIME... DON'T YOU DARE give me false hope again... just.. DON'T! #CanadianGP
@justdavenow89 me πββοΈ
have to admit tho..
dose 1: just sore arm and NOTHING else
dose 2: sore arm + fatigued for the whole
day
dose 3: sore arm + fatigued for 2 days
but that's all.. nothing else after
umm... good morning βΊοΈ good morning...
umm... excuse me, sir... could you PLEASE stop doing whatever in God's Holy Heaven you are doing to my brain chemistry ??? ππππππ PLEASE ?? πππ
#MichaelJackson FOREVER βΎοΈπ€πΈ
i'm right back in my Michael Jackson obsession era and like...
WHAT ON GOD'S EARTH DO YOU MEAN BRO WROTE A FREAKIN' DISS SONG TO THE FREAKIN' DISTRICT ATTORNEY, LITERALLY NAMING HIM IN THE SONG ???????? π³π³π³π³ BRO ARE YOU FOR REAAAAAALLLLL ????
sooo... i have been a HUGE fan of Michael Jackson since i was line.. 3-4 years old.. and i think it's LOOOOONG overdue that i make this post.. but here it is:
ever since Michael Jackson died and his cause of death was revealed; i can't help but think about him, his last night in the world, and propofol..... EVERY TIME i can't fall asleep no matter what i do.. EVERY TIME i look at the clock, realize it's already morning, and i still haven't even BLINKED all night... i can't help thinking about him because as a recovering opioid addict, i KNOW by first-hand experience how absolutely AGONIZING AND FRUSTRATING opioid withdrawals, and the insomnia that they induce, can be.. i'm not even mentioning the personal stress factors that made Michael's insomnia even worse... you see, opioids knock you out good and depending on the dose, put you to sleep for at least 1-3 hours... so i have to admit, even i, sometimes, still think "oh, a small shot of [opioid] to knock me out would be REALLY good right now".. every time think about this, it breaks my heart.. because HOW frustrated and in pain he must have been to finally BEG his doctor for the VERY THING that eventually killed him... it REALLY breaks my heart π
i hope you are finally at peace, and have found the rest you so desperately needed, Michael π as a fan, i always have admired you, and always will π§‘
P.s: i KNOW propofol itself is NOT an opioid, and that it DOESN'T give real rest, and that it's DANGEROUS.. but it was the only "solution" he had found at the time, to get some rest...
no pace, no hope at all... and whatever little "improvement" there seems to be is coming too little, too late.. and the fact that Max will be completely erased and forgotten before he even retires and that it's inevitable just 4 races in REALLY hurts... hurts SOOOOO BAD... i'm BARELY keeping myself together because if i do let myself fall apart, i'm afraid i won't be able to stop crying for DAYS ππ
when this fiasco of a season ends, Antonelli will become champion, in only his 2nd season.. and NO ONE will even remember Max's name... that hurts A LOT !!! like.., A LOT!!! i can't even begin to express how much it hurts...
but i will remain the only person in the world (apart from his family obviously) that remembers him.. and i will ALWAYS take pride in that..
let's be VERY real here... i would give ANYTHING, including my life, to have Max win EVERYTHING..
but let's be real: 4 races in, and the points gap is already 74... this season is DONE.. no, don't tell me "but 2025"... don't you even dare.. because i believed.. i BELIEVED in 2025 and all i got was an even bigger frustration..