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18 | #drugtwt, #shedtwt, #shtwt, #nsfwtwt, etc. | puppygirl & clowngirl

[白 @lucxzxe]

"fuck it we ball" I say as I almost vomit from anxiety

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i have to fantasize about killing myself regularly or else i will kill myself

[Red @RedEgoism]

if I fuck myself in your jacket are we still cool?

[Red @RedEgoism]

wait cause low iron when I don’t eat and only smoke is lowkey crazy

[Red @RedEgoism]

I hate this so much and smoking doesn’t help as much as it used to if I have no other distractions to go along with it

[Red @RedEgoism]

I just can’t comfort or reassure correctly to anyone even myself

[Red @RedEgoism]

I feel so useless and stupid rn

[Red @RedEgoism]

I hope one day if I die they use my body as fertilizer and my bones become home to fungi and moss

[Red @RedEgoism]

Another new look for me <3

#clowngirl #clowntwt

[Red @RedEgoism]

@better_0ffdy1ng sometimes saying i’ll do it or even expressing that I may be thinking about it feels almost attention seeking even when there’s not the goal so I understand your thought process

[Red @RedEgoism]

@user0000O0 all of us ig

[Red @RedEgoism]

my type of love will have me giggling with joy at 10am and throwing up while seeing stars by 12.

[a @sesho0]

“u attract what u fear” aaaaaa money and rough sx