Anetta Deland

Sometimes the things you least expect, are the things that help you fly. @LostTsar makes my heart soar. #MYVamp #DontTouch #RolePlay | 18+

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -grinning softly- it does sound quite great doesn't it? Anetta Romanov... Mmm I will never get used to that

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < chest- that sounds... Perfect.

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -smiling softly at the sound of that, of me being your wife. Murmuring softly- Mrs. Anetta Romanov.. -leaning my head on your >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < Alexei.. But I need to do this.. No matter how much I don't want to. I can do it.. As long as you're by my side?

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < to stay away from them... And I don't want to do this.. But I feel like I have to. -nodding and looking up at you- thank you >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -frowning and studying your hand, stroking my thumb over it absently- I... I don't know.. I don't want to be a coward.. I want >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < can confront them... I don't even know where they live.. Or if they even live in England..

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < that we need to, to get the paper signed.. But I don't know if I can... -playing with one of your hands- I don't know if I >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -sighs softly and swallows hard- I just.. I don't want to have to face them... Not after.. Not at all... I know I'll have to.. >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < mumbles- I suppose.. I suppose I did land a prince didn't I?

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < one ear- I just.. told myself for so long.. that they would come back for me... -smiling a little at your comments and >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < You.. you really think all that? You don't think it was my fault? That they left me? -tucking a piece of my short hair behind >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -biting my lower lip when I feel how angry you are and I hear the sharpness of your voice. Swallowing hard and looking up at you >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < them...

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < want to see me.. what if they are angry? -sighing heavily and looking down- Obviously.. something in me isn't good enough for >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -shaking my head and murmuring- I don't know if I can confront them Alexei... they.. they obviously don't want me, they don't >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < a little lighter, but in all honesty? I was crushed. I had spent six years

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < planned on coming back. They never have, have they? -trembling softly and gripping your shirt, your words making my heart >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar < cheeks, leaning into your arms and burying my face in your chest- They are never coming back... They don't.. They have never >

[Anetta Deland @RedWingedSoul]

@LostTsar -it felt like the pressure I had been pushing back all these years was suddenly on me. Tears bursting forth and spilling down my>