I need to actually sit down and fully organize my closets and clothes one day. I just came across a pair of guidi slides I forgot I had and only wore like once in Italy ๐ญ wtf.
I don't have hollow or nonsubstantive connections in my life. If I tell you I love you, I mean it, and I'm never going to view giving a fuck about you as weakness, or seeking reconciliation as desperate. Life is here today and gone tomorrow every single day.
I'm 175 (which was my original goal weight) but I still feel like I gotta drop like 10 more to be where I want to be. The thing is I lowkey feel vulnerable as hell being that light so I'm conflicted ๐๐ญ
If the last two weeks have taught me anything, it is that there is zero upside in going out of your way for other people. Most people are unwilling or unable to reciprocate past their own self-interest. It is a losing game.
As stressful as planning has been at times, I am so very looking forward to being surrounded by luxury and people that love me to celebrate this new chapter of my life. It is such a blessing to sit in the seat I do.