And I’m sorry to whoever is reading this.
I’m trying to keep my head up but all of these external issues that involve me are because of the people in my life.
Maybe if things end here I can be at peace
But he hasn’t done anything for months. I’m working paycheck to paycheck and it just feels like I can barely keep my head a float. I have people to talk to but at the same time that’s only briefly then my thoughts come back. I’m tired and I’m leaning towards not being here
At this point right now I feel like giving up.
The love of my life is hurting because of me, my best friend and I have been arguing much more than usual, my brother doesn’t want to do things to better himself (feels like he just wants shit handed to him/do things on his time)