I think that that giving something time isn't just waiting, it's an active choice. Often uncomfortable in the moment, pulling away from everything else, but feels pretty great in the long term
When you see the fruits of someone else's hard work and diligence, you can long for the fruits or you can long for the diligence. The first is destructive, but the second is *incredibly* motivating
Most of my travel experience has been founded on anxiety, but I didn't realize how much that warped my personality. I'm much more peaceful and appreciative now, I like it
it's amazing how much I've found Ghibli music and lofi over the day helps my brain function, I keep finding myself really processing things rather than just being distracted
maybe we played a little mtg last night and maybe it was super fun
I think I've gotten over my disillusionment of mtg. I've watching old pro tours and I realized, current issues aside, it was never really how I remembered it, so I let go and played it how it is DAMN, good shit
@harbingyr I just watched a really good video about this. Employers are using ghost listings(either already filled jobs or ones that never existed) so they can collect apps in mass. Your competing against thousands of apps every time. They then use crazy requirements to sort the thousands
Probably gonna stream again soon if not tonight! It just felt so good to get back on with you guys. This break has solidified a lot in me and I feel all the old anxiety and self devaluation slipping away