I recommend you to not take things too seriously; we are living on a floating rock in space with limited time on this earth. live the life of your dreams, read in public, spread joy and most importantly stay true to who youโre.
Last time I spoke with that so-called "friend" was exactly 7 months ago before I even left the country. I had my time to grieve and I'm not planning on carrying that in the coming year..
Friendship grief is something adulthood never prepared me for. But maturely enough, I do know that some things are not meant to last and we just have to live with that.