im sorry i genunely get pissed off at video games. im sorry i get irritated over minor inconvenieces. im sorry my mood shifts over little things. im sorry i get pissy when something doesnt work. idk how to prevent myself from blowing up. idk how to think before i act. idk how to manage money. idk how to express myself when something is bothering me and not make it seem like im looking for petty or something else. idk how. idk. im sorry. im not violent. is something wrong with me? is it my headspace?