I wish I said

My notebook is full so I'll write it here

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Another day at the desk. The pay comes steady, the bills get cleared. Still, a part of me longs to run, to roam, to find what’s missing. It stays there, like an itch I can never quite scratch.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Damn, she really got me checking my phone every minute for her name to pop up on my dms

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Here's to those who post on social media from time to time just to show that you still exist

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Got my bachelor's degree a month ago, but why does it feel like everything is gonna go downhill from here? I guess nothing's new

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

I'm starting to forget what your laugh sounds like.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

I should tell my parents I love em more often

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

I want to be better, I just need an idea where to start.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

After more than a year of hiatus, I'm officially still depressed. But hey, I'm still getting by day by day. I think we'll be fine cause of how things are rapidly changing. Rest easy for the hardships we have are temporary no matter how long they seem to last.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Don't worry if things seem to be moving slowly these days. We're not in a race, so go at your own pace.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

I could really use an unexpected back hug from a special person rn

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Either I'm really just unmotivated right now or I'm now officially the God of Procrastination

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

We didn't... Anywayssss

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Would we still see each other once quarantine is over?

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

I'm utterly exhausted. But at the very least, I have to keep trying.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

This was for the best right?

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Damn, it's been almost a year. I just wanted to say I genuinely think I'm a little bit okay now. I hope you guys are too!

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Damn, everyday feels like it's on repeat.

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

At this point i'm fucking falling for anyone who does anything slightly kind towards me

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

We'll get there eventually

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Blasting music kinda eases the headaches

[I wish I said @Repressed_Feels]

Why does it feel like I'm waiting for nothing?