@FixinMyFuckUp — child, and clearly annoyed I wasn’t listening the first go around. I nodded once I fully understood. Only then allowing myself to look back up with tears eyes.
“Thank you, detective. For reinvestigating this for me.”
@FixinMyFuckUp — all of this my clinical were at all random hours and I was exhausted.
“Sorry, I haven’t been sleeping and with work, school...” Drifting off I looked down at my lap, listening again as he explained it all to me. More slowly, like I was a —
I hadn’t slept in what seemed liked forever since her death. Each day I would rise and go about my normal routine. Shower, brush my teeth, wipe the fog from the mirror as I put on my makeup. Blue scrubs were my norm, so on they would go with the crisp —
— guess. When really the last thing I wanted to do was talk to yet another person who had zero leads and no clue how to help me besides the typical “you might want to see a professional about the shock.” Idiots.
But here I was thirty minutes later heading —