I’ve come to the conclusion, I’m a halfway house for broken men who can’t seem get over their ex…
Or, their almost girlfriend.
A side effect of being fun and easy to talk to.
Sometimes, I think I’m too nice.
Other times, I feel I’m just the right amount of nice.
I won’t allow you to shit on me, but I’ll accept an apology from someone who means it.
Why did it just occur to me growing up with a sci-fi & superhero nerd for a father, who’s also 6 years younger than my mom, greatly influenced my taste in men?
Only difference, I like them with well-formed muscular bodies.
I’m at a point in my life where I literally hate sex.
I use sex as a way to get other forms of physical intimacy.
I’ve gotten so good at pretending to enjoy and like sex, sometimes I think I actually do.
I don’t. It’s unsatisfying.
Why? Why do I get involved with dudes way too young for me?
Actually, why do I get involved with dudes my age?
Furthermore, why do I get involved with dudes?