Shannon Fox

Stream of consciousness ramblings when I remember I have this account.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

It has been 1 year since I tweeted… (or whatever it’s called now).

I have developed an addiction to skittles.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Fun fact: men can be straight up with women. Sometimes we just want to fuck around, told.

No need to pretend you give a fuck if you don’t.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

WHY CAN’T I BLOCK HIM?!?!?!

I’m going to try again tomorrow.

UGH!!!!

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Confirmation Bias and Butt Plugs.

This tweet is serving as a reminder.

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I’ve come to the conclusion, I’m a halfway house for broken men who can’t seem get over their ex…

Or, their almost girlfriend.

A side effect of being fun and easy to talk to.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Sometimes, I lack the mental energy to be there for my friends.

Lately, it’s been one of those times.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Sometimes, I think I’m too nice.
Other times, I feel I’m just the right amount of nice.
I won’t allow you to shit on me, but I’ll accept an apology from someone who means it.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

My emotions feel a bit off today. I feel like I’m missing something or that something is missing from me.

I don’t like it.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

I can’t tell if I’m being curved, benched, or fed breadcrumbs.

Either way, I don’t like it.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

It feels like every man I have any kind of “ship” with, leaves me with a new and different trauma.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Why did it just occur to me growing up with a sci-fi & superhero nerd for a father, who’s also 6 years younger than my mom, greatly influenced my taste in men?

Only difference, I like them with well-formed muscular bodies.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Dating apps are just as terrible as I remember. Ugh…

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

I’m at a point in my life where I literally hate sex.

I use sex as a way to get other forms of physical intimacy.

I’ve gotten so good at pretending to enjoy and like sex, sometimes I think I actually do.

I don’t. It’s unsatisfying.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Why? Why do I get involved with dudes way too young for me?

Actually, why do I get involved with dudes my age?

Furthermore, why do I get involved with dudes?

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

I don’t care if we are just having sex, I still need a certain level of communication. Period.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Dudes will say the sweetest shit to you while drunk.

Ugh… I hate it.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

It’s not that I don’t care about anyone else, it’s just that I hate myself enough to feel I’m unworthy of accepting care from others.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

It’s a cry myself to sleep kind of night.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

Hmmm… he seemed kinda cool but now he’s giving off big fuckboy energy.

I really need to stop giving dudes 10+ years younger than me any of my time.

[Shannon Fox @Res_Reverie]

I’m drunk and in my feelings.

I would like to be cuddling with someone. Maybe, having sex.

Mostly cuddling.