@decodelily Yeah I genuinely spiral into insanity or psychosis whenever I remember my favorite person went through a lot of shit π I haven't felt a single day without being anxious and terrified in a while
I'm sick of feeling like this I'm going to force myself to go to bed I already feel a little better. It's all the past. And I can't do anything about my chronic hauntings of regret. It's just how I'm wired and that's okay
I hate being overprotective and loving someone who went through a lot of shit so much I'm not good enough I couldn't save you in the past I could've prevented so much
I'm spiraling again I'm so angry and I want to die so bad it hurts so much my scars are puny and my suffering is nowhere near yours hahaha I'm such a petty excuse of depression gaaha
Get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out of my
Every time I see those scars every time I see those old posts every time I remember a conversation every time I remember how much you suffered every time I remember I'm a pitiful excuse of being depressed every time I think of you relapsing every time I think of
grown ass bearded man sleeping while a carousel of beers alcohol beverages beverage drink spins on top of him like a babyβs toy hanger to make him fall asleep as music plays children child / reaction video meme
Lawliet XXS intro. hi i guess. Trying to find old oomfs because i got suspended at 9k ig. I'm a underground rapper ig. He/him/any ig. Ifb ig. That's all ig. Please fucking help me ig. #edrtwt#slittwt#988twt#moothunt#unemployed#kpoptwt#deathnote
I hate my scars why can't they fade quicker? I'm tired of seeing them every time I go to the bathroom, every time I want to shower, when I change, etc. And I just want them gone for my boyfriend. I'm so tired of covering them up because I'm ashamed and insecure about them