Painful Addictions

I'm a 28 years old girl fighting to be happy and change her life for the better. I support recovery, positivity and therapy.

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I created this account to let out my negative thoughts and feelings. I have met many people during this journey.
I then stopped using it because I have always linked it to the painful part of my life.
I want to change it and talk about my recovery.

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

Wishing everyone a happy new year! Let’s make 2023 full of happiness and positivity!

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

My psychologist will be gone for a pregnancy break for about 6 to 9 months. She gave me the option to talk to one of her colleagues. I have been seeing her for years. My situation is complex. I know I would take time to adjust and get comfortable. Should I accept?

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

It feels like she don’t trust me being unsupervised for several months

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

My psychologist is about to take a pregnancy break again and keeps asking me if a want to talk to a colleague during the months that she will be away

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

Getting out of bed has started to become hard again

[Demi Lovato @ddlovato]

Thank you doesn’t cut it. I’m blown away and so BEYOND grateful.. I love you all so much.. 🙏🏼🖤

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I have been way too negative in the past years. It is finally time for me to concentrate on positivity.

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

Today, August 27, there is the new moon in virgo. #VirgoNewMoon #NewMoonInVirgo

[Aliza Rose @business_mystic]

With the New Moon in Virgo♍️, you will want to make some fresh starts. Set intentions to be more productive, organized, and creating new routines that will benefit you 🗄.

#newmoonintentions #newmooninvirgo #mooninvirgo

[Kaara Benstead ✨ @gingerstripes]

The New Moon is the time to write down your wishes and release to the universe #virgonewmoon #Spirituality

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I miss you so much

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I still have my ex on my mind. I seriously hope she give me another chance. I really want to have her as my girlfriend!

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

Why is it so hard to find a job?

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

And again I woke up tired

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I never wanted someone back this badly

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I had some dreams that I was on a date with my ex and I was convincing her to get back together

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

My mum keeps telling me that I have lost weight. I’m sorry I don’t feel like eating.

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

This night I had a dream that I was with my ex, I tried to kiss her and she said no.
I woke up in pain.
Then I had several dreams that I was trying to convince her to get back with me.
I am not okay at all.

[Painful Addictions @RetiredSelfHarm]

I thought she was the love of my life. I was blind.