RetroPhoenix

Life is like a game of chess, I don't know how to play chess

[RetroPhoenix @Retr0Phoenix]

It's unbelievably cruel. I did everything to support a content creator who along with their community helped pull me out of a depression that had me in a very dark place and after all of that I ended up being lied to, labelled as parasocial which wasn't true and then cut loose.

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@FelineCloudy It'll happen. You're almost there I'm sure. 🫂

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@FelineCloudy Absolute losers.

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@fenrieku I shall be there 🫡

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@FelineCloudy Lets gooooo

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@MachDominus Aethon Shaan helmet though has me excited as a raven guard enjoyer. (yes I know it's missing the bionic eye piece but close enough)

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@FelineCloudy I feel that. But things will straighten out at some point. You're doing all you can and that's enough. 🫡

[RetroPhoenix @Retr0Phoenix]

Some days really do just feel hopeless. Hopeless enough to where I'm just sitting up at night crying until I can't even do that anymore.

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@FelineCloudy Don't sweat it. We're all still here. 🙏

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@fenrieku Thanks for all you do Fen 🫂

[RetroPhoenix @Retr0Phoenix]

@iShieldMaiden_ It sucks that the good people who want to have fun, build communities and be kind are becoming rarer. And then good people wind up hurt because of others acting like high schoolers lying and chasing connections for their own selfish gains.
You're one of the good ones Shield 🫂

[RetroPhoenix @Retr0Phoenix]

@fenrieku I thought a Saturday would be a good day to do it personally. Weekend debut.

[RetroPhoenix @Retr0Phoenix]

I just hope that someday I can feel "better". That's really the only thing I'm still holding onto.
That one day I'll feel better physically and mentally, that I won't be thrown away by people I like being around or that every good thing I get in life won't be ripped away from me.

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@shans40k The Astartes animation years ago. Had absolutely no clue what i was watching but it looked cool. 2 years later i've just now properly gotten into it and bought some minis even.

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Sometimes I wonder if things that deeply hurt me are considered weak by others. Like if I tell others about things will they understand and sympathise or will they just view it as something pathetic to feel hurt by.
It scares me sometimes even. Like I have to be "hurt enough"

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@FelineCloudy Maybe try freezing some treats to. Crunchy treats to chew on could help.

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@iShieldMaiden_ Warhammer has been a fun new abyss to dive into over the last year. But you bet when destiny calls again I will be there day 1. Never forget my roots. 🫡

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@FelineCloudy More zenless story?

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@GuardiansMH 💙💜 still hasn't been all that good

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@iShieldMaiden_ I dislike delays as a much as anyone but that's not the devs fault and if they need more time that's completely ok by me.