@Velira_Dragon Part of me does, just had a dream about her. Though that's just from my depression and loneliness. Plus we split up for a reason, so I hope this feeling passes.
@vamptact That's why I'm starting to vent here, the benefit of no one caring. And if anyone who knows me finds out, I pretend to not know what they're talking about.
@ADHDForReal So true, went to therapy because of my severe self hating mental issues. Lasted 2 weeks, just because I had enough will on refusing to fully hurting myself, I got pushed to 2 minute phone calls and dropped me from future sessions.
Slept all day yesterday, got up at a reasonable normal time, finally. Felt tired again this afternoon, decide to take a short nap and slept 8 hours...bullshit
Don't know why i keep thinking to kms for the past few days. I won't actually do it, but goddamn. Everyday lately I just don't want to get up or do anything. Doing basic stuff like eating, drinking or bathroom feels like a chore.