This is now an unashamed grief account. I understand if that is not where you are I fully respect that- hence the announcements. Please assume most tweets for the time being and for and unknown amount of time going forward are grief related.
Iβm just a girl.
Casually sitting at a bar.
Freakin crying because I just want people to come visit me.
(If you are someone* I love that I have told specifically I want you to come this is not meant to guilt or shame.)
*even if I havenβt told you doesnβt mean I donβt love you
Listening to 2 ppl talking about how they donβt teach anything useful in schools these days. They should be teaching useful things likeβ¦.
Wait for it.
Balancing a checkbook.
My question is-
Do people even own checks anymore?
A group of us were chatting after Maundy Thursday service about accents/pronunciation of Maundy. Person: βYeah itβs spelled m a u n d y.β
*panic covers my face*
Me very loudly: OH NO! Did I miss spell it on ALL our social media!?!?
(I did not misspell it but the fear was real)
At 2:20 I start to get irrationally annoyed at something. So I try moving on to something else. Annoying. Move on again. Not working.
Pause
Realize
Girl you havenβt eaten today.
I donβt know if I will ever understand how I forget to eat so often.
I know I need to get up and get to the office as early as possible but my bed is so cozy and the new black out curtains make me feel like I never need to get up.
I have 2 hair clips that were Heatherβs that I stole from her years back. I use them almost every day. I think everyday βI hope these donβt break. Iβm going to be a mess like H was w/that bottle.β
One broke today.
All I can think about is how sad H was about that damn bottle. 2/2
Before it was me & Heather there was a third friend. H had a spray water bottle that she got from friend 3βs mom in 9th grade. She has that thing until it broke. Few years ago. She bawled when it broke. That friends mom was like one of our own moms and she died in 2003-ish. 1/