@sp1nda_pgh my formerly abysmal, tramuatized and ruined mental health wouldn't have gotten better to the point where I feel I can live a full life again if it wasn't for the support I got from the medical staff at my mental health hospital. Full recovery is possible. I'm rooting for you.
@vicwingly 5 years since mine. I had the most painful 2 years right afterwards. It did shift, slowly but surely. I hope it will for you too. There is at least one moment in the future where you will feel genuinely happy. Every day, every hour is a victory.