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Recovery 💫

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If anyone needs someone to talk to, I'm here, I'm just a dm away. 💖

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I haven’t been on here in a long while but my depression has been bad lately really bad to the point I thought I wanted to slip and hurt myself but it took everything out of me not to, i’m working with my psychiatrist and therapist so I will be okay

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like i’m still very nauseous right now and was vomiting but I not longer have anything left to vomit and i’m scared to go to sleep, it’s either serotonin syndrome or a case of really bad reaction to migraine meds

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serotonin syndrome is no joke, i’ve been suffering with it all day and night, it’s like the time I overdosed again...
this time it wasnt on purpose, instead I took my regular medication and was prescribed a new migraine medication so I took that as well and little did I know

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that it can cause serotonin syndrome, although it’s rare I guess I was the lucky one, not really :(( this sucks, I tried to sleep it off and just had bad nightmares for two whole hours, I thought I almost couldn’t wake up tbh, and when I did I started balling

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@etherealiaa ❤️❤️

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hi I haven’t been on here in forever! mostly due to recovery but another half due to I didn’t feel safe sharing things here anymore because irl people still watch this account but I just want to say i’m doing okay, recently fell back into a slump of depression

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prozac made me lose my appetite 😣

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I unintentionally lost 9 pounds

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fuck anyone who mentally/emotionally/physically abuses you and then makes everyone think you’re the bad guy... you’re doing great bby, they’ll get what’s coming to them, don’t worry. 🤍

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of course I would be sitting here looking at old body checks of myself and triggering my ed :((
I used to be so skinny
all I feel is fat now

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@etherealiaa thank you bby 🥺❤️ I hope you’re doing okay and i’m still always here if you need anyone! my notifs are still on! 💗

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hi, i’ve been doing a bit better 🥺

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have been noticing i’m falling into my old habits but i’m trying my hardest not to let it consume me

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dear self,
thank you for saving me. thank you for picking up the phone and calling for help. even though we are going through a tough time right now, i’m grateful you’re still here 🥺

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dear self,
you will be okay.

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dear self,
you’ve made new friends, got rid of toxic people and being more open to everything, socializing more, loving yourself more each and every day, i’m so super proud of you because you thought you couldn’t do this but you are.

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i had one of the most amazing nights the other day 🥺 I had sex with someone i’ve known for a long time, he was so kind & sweet about everything, literally everything. ive never been so calm and relaxed like that after sex with someone else like why do I let people treat me bad🥺

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@bloatedrose ahhlehhxiss

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@bloatedrose *love 😂

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@bloatedrose yes!! I would live that!!!

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not too sure how I got home last night