Rexic borderline :)

🖤21 y/o ~female🖤5’9/175🖤Cw=55 kg/121 lbs🖤bpd🖤 #edtwt🖤

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

🖤 Hi loves, i’m j-cat 🖤
New pin!

~ 21 yo ~ 175cm ~ Sweden ~
~ alternative ~ psychology student

Sw/hw = 69kg
Gw = 52 kg
Ugw = 50 kg
🖤🖤🖤

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Weighing 54.0 kg tonight, if I don’t wake up 53.something kg it’s genuinely gonna be my last day on earth

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

It’s so validating to watch my friends eat snacks at a cocktail night while I’m starving from eating basically nothing

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Cucumber salads for dinner <3

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Did so much damage by eating too much, now atoning by eating only apricots for 48-60 hrs

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

My mom found my fucking scale, now I have anorexia allegations again NOOOOO

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Have to be so skinny nobody can ever again call me fat

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Waking up 54.9 kg and not 54.5 as I promised myself, and blowing my head clean off

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

I don’t feel lovable when I eat too much

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

I feel so disappointed and embarrassed and failed :( why do I let food control me this much

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Begging to be < 54.5 kg tomorrow PLEASEEEEE

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Had such good discipline today and a good plan for dinner and fucked it uuuup goodnight :(
I had such a plan to reach 53 kg this weekend

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Friends knowing I’m disordered and watching me not lose weight fast enough is embarrassinNNNNGGGG

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Overeating but at least it’s only protein and vegetables so I don’t feel as bad

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Losing sex drive bc don’t like touching my body anymore :(

[lunara 🐈‍⬛ @xlunarawr]

goals for this month :

• unhealthy body btw
• greek gods wouldn’t go to war for me
• gives the worst hugs
• flowers die every time i walk by

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Watching my model coworker eat broccoli with soy and a can of mackerel every day 🫠

[Rexic borderline :) @RexicBorderline]

Friends knowing I’m disordered and watching me not lose weight fast enough is embarrassinNNNNGGGG