I went to nationals for duathlon, I did D1 XC/TF, is not like idk what I’m doing. I just want my life back, I haven’t feel like myself in months. And to add to the mental toll, I’m working a part time while having an engineering degree and got broken up due to distance
I just need to vent so here it goes
I’m so f tired man
I’m so mentally done with these f injuries. It’s been 6 months without being able to swim and hearing clicks from my shoulders even if I have perfect form while working out.
I sleep 8 hours a day at a consistent time, I’ve done blood work (everything within the normal and a testosterone level of 796), AND NOTHING IS F WORKING. I’m so tired of this, I can’t do anything without tightness or pain. I’ve been doing endurance sports for the last 10 years,