Ricky_Rexx_EX

I am but a humble alt for @RickyRexx for the stuff he's too cowardly to say on main

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

depression napped so hard I slept through my alarm and missed my therapy appointment that's ironic :3

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I’ve come to expect this is why most people stop talking to me which literally kills me inside but I also get it I guess

[imouto derangement syndrome @imoutoinsanity]

people like to act like they're supportive of depressed people but the reality is that when you're openly depressed nobody wants to actually talk to you cause people don't like the negative energy that comes with being depressed

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Why the fuck is October such a cursed time of year for me in recent years?

Like I used to love Halloween so much but the past 3-4 years I always end up having so much shit going on I can never enjoy it…

[i am @youarealrdydead]

Being unproductive because you're depressed and being depressed because you've been unproductive is a special kind of hell cycle i wish for no person.

[Laiiyylaa🥀 @Laiiyylaa]

Passive suicidal ideation is not always about wanting to end your life; sometimes, it's wishing you could disappear, stop existing, or go to sleep without having to face another day. You're not necessarily seeking death; you're struggling to find relief from being alive.

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Please don't make me do that :(

[Pop Base @PopBase]

Today is Evaluate Your Life Day.

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I hate this feeling because I know exactly it’s the reason some people don’t fuck with me anymore. I never did anything wrong to them specifically, they just got tired of seeing me struggle and not be able to bottle it up.

The worst part is I kind of understand them :/

[Mentally Millennial🦋💅🏻 @mill3nnialmh]

I lost most friends when I as chronically suicidal for years even here on social media.

People just get tired of hearing you be completely honest with how shit you feel

They just send platitudes
Very rarely do people *do* anything or even know what to say w suicidal ppl

[𝓓𝓮𝓵 @delonperc]

Have you ever felt so overwhelmed by life that you start avoiding your friends? Not because you don’t need them, but because every conversation feels like another opportunity to unload everything you’ve been carrying.

So you end up stuck in this strange middle ground, desperately needing support while isolating yourself because you’re afraid of overwhelming people with just how overwhelmed you are.

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Like I get I could do a better job of keeping in touch with some people, but it's a two way street I feel like I can't take all the blame here I hate how fucking isolated I feel lately online I used to enjoy this vtubing shit more

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

obviously this doesn't apply to some people but I really hate how some people just give up on me because I'm going through shit sorry I can't keep up the positive vibes all the time but glad to know you give af about me I guess

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

obviously this doesn't apply to some people but I really hate how some people just give up on me because I'm going through shit sorry I can't keep up the positive vibes all the time but glad to know you give af about me I guess

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I wanna give up again

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Wish I could just dm someone I’ve spoken to before and consider a friend but just cause it’s been a while since we talked I get all in my head about it and assume they don’t want me to how do I get over that

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

If I could learn how to just calm my Baka brain down and focus when I need to I’d be unstoppable

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

This is funny but this literally happened to me once like I think I shared an experience that hurt my therapist more than it helped me to talk about🙃

[Alex 🏳️‍⚧️ Sniffing Ratio's Used Panties @Transmothman69]

I think Aventurine would be bad at therapy at first

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Suuuuuuper close to giving up ngl

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I can’t even tell if my constant self isolation is a result of having no confidence in myself or just feeling so inherently distrustful of everyone else

[Ananya🎀 @ananya_pvtpf]

No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between 'its okay, I don't care, I'll be okay' and 'I don't know how much more I can take'

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Some get both :3c (pull the trigger please)

[⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟⃟ @lerenziii]

gun to ur head emotionally unstable mom or absent dad

[🎧RickyRexx | Dinopunk Vtuber🦖 @RickyRexx]

Trigger warning for that one word starts with a S rhymes with died, I know that's upsetting for some people so please keep scrolling if that bothers you.

And before anything else please know I am safe this is not one of those posts I promise.

I just need to talk