Ricky_Rexx_EX

I am but a humble alt for @RickyRexx for the stuff he's too cowardly to say on main

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Father’s Day is coming up and I feel all weird about it cause even though I cut ties with him years ago this is the first year he isn’t even alive anymore so idk it feels all different now

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If shit doesn’t improve soon and fast I might just have to bite the bullet

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I think 2026 is gonna be my year (starting now tho past 5 months don’t count)

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I’m trying my fucking hardest to stay positive but being so stressed and burnt out i can’t even find the energy to stream is really eating away at me

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I be seeing people I use to fw ghost me meanwhile they hangout with people who got multiple allegations about them at a certain point I stopped being mad at and realized they're just fucking bums and it's beneath me to miss them as friends

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

Had a dream last night that subhuman piece of shit was back in my life again and woke up with a phantom pain in my chest and a reminded that I can’t trust anyone ever and I hate it

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

if you ever make me regret being nice to you you deserve to be torn apart by dogs

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

When did everyone online become such a whiny bitch… like I know it’s always been that way for most people but I swear now it’s EVERYONE holy shit

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I hate not knowing if somebody fucks with me or not and wanting to reach out or try and hang more cause I think they seem cool but idk if they hate me or what this is so dumb socializing should be easier

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I wish I had the emotional bandwidth to be there for others when they needed it, but lately I just can’t I’m barely keeping myself afloat :(

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I think if I just cared less what other people generally think of me my life would improve at least 500%

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

You ever like judge your own kink? Like yo DO find it hot in your brain and dick but you also are like "the fact that you like this is dumb you're dumb for being into this" to yourself?

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This whole world is toxicity non stop it’s getting harder to stay optimistic guyz im trying my best here

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In case anyone I care about actually sees this I guarantee this post isn’t about you don’t worry bout if if you are concerned💚

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Im sick to fuckin death of people man I’m getting real misanthrope coded lately I fear holy fuuuuuuck is it so hard to just shut up and stop being so damn miserable and ruining the world I’m trying to live in

[Ricky_Rexx_EX @RickyRexxEX]

I wish I could redo the past 3-5 years of my life :(

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Lowkey highkey it bums me out knowing some people have just given up on me. Like friends I made starting out as a streamer who grew more and faster than I did and I guess they just don’t see a reason to keep interacting with me anymore cause I’m not good enough or whatever

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I don’t understand it anymore. WHY are people so hyberbolic and vitriolic? Complaining non stop about such insignificant shit. All over fucking video games or movies how do you let that dictate your life and mood so strongly? Don’t you feel silly?

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I used to think I had a pretty tough skin for the never ending geyser of negativity that is the internet but lately… idk man it’s just getting to me everyone is SO fucking miserable and whiny. Some of it over valid reasons but so much of it over the most what EVER things

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Yo I fuckin love my therapist and he's been helping deal with some serious demons. But I NEED him to stop suggesting I just try dating like that will fix all my issues I do not CARE about that right now in life why does every conversation we have circle back to that???????