I was always on time, always did my work, and never complained about the job even though I would constantly do the work load of two to three people. I worked a machine on my own most of the time and I was made to figure the machine out on my own after only two weeks of training.
I think it’s fascinating how younger jay never commented on Matt looking older ik it’s bc they wouldn’t have the footage for it but I choose to believe it’s bc their bond transcends age and time so it’s like they don’t even see eachother age … when u have a best friend you won’t
All of this makes me feel so lonely, I so badly want a friend or even a boyfriend eventually but I feel like all of this is hindering me a lot. Maybe it’s self sabotage but I feel like I’m not worthy of those things cause of how mentally exhausted I am so often.