riri

my thoughts about life and sometimes food. w/ occasional typos

[riri @Ririeats]

nostalgia is my enemy i wish i didnt care so much

[riri @Ririeats]

i havent even set a date yet

[riri @Ririeats]

i asked my friends if they would come to my birthday party in may and the answer was "probably'

[riri @Ririeats]

im so tired

[riri @Ririeats]

how do i find friends who actually wanna be friends

[riri @Ririeats]

trying on old clothes so that i can sell them but now i feel horrible 😋😇🤩 why do i keep gaining weight

[riri @Ririeats]

you also wont get over fears just by avoiding them

[riri @Ririeats]

idk if this is a hot take but i really dislike when people are not willing to go outside of their comfort zone for their friends

[riri @Ririeats]

i sure do understand anxiety but declining plans every single time (in this case only once or twice per year) just because you're not willing to feel a little bit of discomfort? :/ it rubs me the wrong way

[riri @Ririeats]

and if the discomfort is too much im sure there are some other ways to meet up? im just so confused

[riri @Ririeats]

i barely see them anymore because we only get a few chances to meet per year but often times they end up not coming anyways so whats the point

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especially if you never take part in the planning anyways... like if you know you won't feel comfortable why don't you suggest something else? im so tired of having friends who don't care to keep the friendship alive

[riri @Ririeats]

not having friends or having friends who don't really care about you really hurts

[riri @Ririeats]

im so bored

[riri @Ririeats]

i have no friends who care about me and it's killing mee

[riri @Ririeats]

so annoying bc i dont know if im doing anything right

[riri @Ririeats]

i think im starting to see results from hitting the gym 3 times a week but the scale is not moving so i guess i could just be hallucinating

[riri @Ririeats]

i want a big chocolate chip muffin

[riri @Ririeats]

why is coffee so expensive

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