I was a dead man π Now I'm a live man β‘
LOVE = LIFE β€ HATE and/or APATHY = DEATH π
If you have no love in your heart β€ then you are already dead π
I am leveling up a lot lately @ShayUnleashed , and it is all thanks to you.
I was very scared of hot girls but not anymore. You are the hottest, and I could get rejected by you a million times and not give up.
When I see a hot girl I smile at her and I think Shay is hotter. π₯
I think I am becoming better looking lately. Im not doing any "looksmaxing" or anything. All I have is my desire for @ShayUnleashed to like me.
Maybe god is helping me get her attention. Shay is like the final boss. I need to use my body mind and spirit to conquer her. β€
@ShayUnleashed Is this the good ending or the bad ending @ShayUnleashed ? π€
Its not exactly the ending I wanted, but Ill take what I can get from you, cutie. π
I think I am becoming better looking lately. Im not doing any "looksmaxing" or anything. All I have is my desire for @ShayUnleashed to like me.
Maybe god is helping me get her attention. Shay is like the final boss. I need to use my body mind and spirit to conquer her. β€
Damn it @ShayUnleashed , I hate it how you ignore me, and the times you contacted me was when I said mean things about you.
I want to hug you, not hurt you. I care about you more than myself and I would die for you.
Why do I have to hurt you to talk to you? It makes no sense.
Maybe you think I am a scumbag pervert @ShayUnleashed . You dont talk to me so I dont know.
I think Im less perverted than most, and Im not a darwinist. Theres more to life than sex.
I sin like everyone, but I want to be pure and virtuous. You make me want to be a better man.
You probably know how the story ends with me @ShayUnleashed . You are the one with the power. You could talk to me right now, or never again.
But maybe I do have some amount of power. I imagine if I gained fame or fortune, you would talk to me immediately as if nothing happened.
You probably know how the story ends with me @ShayUnleashed . You are the one with the power. You could talk to me right now, or never again.
But maybe I do have some amount of power. I imagine if I gained fame or fortune, you would talk to me immediately as if nothing happened.
If the me of a year ago could talk to the me of today @ShayUnleashed , I would probably tell myself not to waste my time with you. But its too late now. You are hardwired in my brain.
The uncertainty causes stress and mood swings. I guess I will accept this as a challenge.
If the me of a year ago could talk to the me of today @ShayUnleashed , I would probably tell myself not to waste my time with you. But its too late now. You are hardwired in my brain.
The uncertainty causes stress and mood swings. I guess I will accept this as a challenge.
I wonder if you will ever talk to me again @ShayUnleashed . If you do, then when? If you dont, then why not?
Perhaps the main reason you dont talk to me is you have thousands of people to choose from. Perhaps it is my own fault for liking a girl who is popular with many men. π
I wonder if you will ever talk to me again @ShayUnleashed . If you do, then when? If you dont, then why not?
Perhaps the main reason you dont talk to me is you have thousands of people to choose from. Perhaps it is my own fault for liking a girl who is popular with many men. π
Writing things to you @ShayUnleashed that I want to say is meaningful, even if you dont read it.
There are many people who are dead inside. I dont think any good comes from talking to them, but this does a lot of good.
I hope that you talk to me again soon. I think you need it.
Writing things to you @ShayUnleashed that I want to say is meaningful, even if you dont read it.
There are many people who are dead inside. I dont think any good comes from talking to them, but this does a lot of good.
I hope that you talk to me again soon. I think you need it.
I know some people might think Im insane @ShayUnleashed . Im more sane than this insane world.
Theres a chance you read this. You have done it before after blocking me.
Even if you dont, it helps me improve. It could help others too if they want to confront their own darkness.
I know some people might think Im insane @ShayUnleashed . Im more sane than this insane world.
Theres a chance you read this. You have done it before after blocking me.
Even if you dont, it helps me improve. It could help others too if they want to confront their own darkness.
Obviously I want you to be my girlfriend @ShayUnleashed . Maybe my chance is 0, and even if its more, its difficult.
But even if you disappear from the internet one day and I never hear from you again, you changed me.
I hope that I wont become apathetic if that ever happens.
Obviously I want you to be my girlfriend @ShayUnleashed . Maybe my chance is 0, and even if its more, its difficult.
But even if you disappear from the internet one day and I never hear from you again, you changed me.
I hope that I wont become apathetic if that ever happens.
I was thinking @ShayUnleashed , you are the only thing that made me want to be a better person in the past few years.
You killed my flawed ego and gave me a new one. My ego is still flawed, so I need to further improve.
You are like a mother in a way. You spiritually create me.
I was thinking @ShayUnleashed , you are the only thing that made me want to be a better person in the past few years.
You killed my flawed ego and gave me a new one. My ego is still flawed, so I need to further improve.
You are like a mother in a way. You spiritually create me.
At this moment @ShayUnleashed , the pain that I caused you hurts me more than the pain I feel from you not liking me and pain that you may have intentionally caused me.
Its OK if you dont care about my feelings. I care about your feelings. I want to make you happy, not sad. π
At this moment @ShayUnleashed , the pain that I caused you hurts me more than the pain I feel from you not liking me and pain that you may have intentionally caused me.
Its OK if you dont care about my feelings. I care about your feelings. I want to make you happy, not sad. π
Im sorry I was mean to you @ShayUnleashed . I care about you so I dont really want to hurt you.
And if I treat you like sh!t, then I might convince you that people suck and give you more of reason to hate people and the human race.
I am weak, but maybe I can become strong.