hey guysss, i’m back after a crazy few weeks! and i’ve been reading a lot of comments but the one that stuck to me was the indonesian one, cause i genuinely thought i’ve talked about my batam horror story before, but after checking back i realised i havent.
I think I unnerve people, whenever I try to talk to people and initially they are happy or speaking. When I speak it feels like the entire demeanor changes and it gets really tense.
I am autistic and people don’t know and I get paranoid and irritable and it really messes with my work at every job. I prefer physical work which I am doing most of the time but my social interactions are really stressful.