Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT

18!
strawpage: (for the elite): @Miyata_SHEDRTWT

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

Slight rebrand, keeping my priv and strawpage the same cuz that’s too much effort. Don’t forget me oomfs!
(It’s so obvious I love boxing)

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

Half a cm down in my waist and I started my period yesterday? Weight hasn’t changed from being between 59-60kg, but I look a lot more muscular and am obv getting skinnier.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@astr6y I always at least like, I just don’t always have smth to add to the conversation

[mimì ｡ﾟ♡ @mercurialhost]

lol i feel so sad i feel like i don't belong on edtwt anymore because i'm trying to recover but it's the only place where i was welcomed and understood and where i felt like i belonged

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I may start posting my WIEIADS again, I took photos today and yesterday but forgot to post yesterday and my food looks like slop today.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

HAHAHAHAHA that racist edtwt cunt who was threading to sue everyone had their account suspendeddddd, thank you el0n

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@sheepgirl444 Whenever I have an intrusive thought I make an effort to correct it in my brain and then think smth positive about them. That may help you feel better about that, because you undid it if yk what I mean? Anyways I hope you’re doing better 💗

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@diaixsm This is taking foreverrrrr hurry up

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@swirlylambz As a non vegan, idgaf? Preach your truth Sista

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@swirlylambz Start naming names, I don’t want those bitches near me

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@lohennette HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I woke up with a new perspective. I want to keep gaining muscle, I need to stop caring what other people think of me. BF% is all that matters, not the weight on the scale.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

@lemonchol If you’re supposedly performative, stay that way. I like you for who you are

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

Go fuck yourself El0n

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I haven’t felt suicidal over a non-BPD related crash out in honestly over a year. I can’t fathom living anymore, in a world where I suffer whether I eat or not. I don’t know if I can do this anymore. Maybe hitting my ugw will fix what’s wrong with me.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I haven’t felt suicidal over a non-BPD related crash out in honestly over a year. I can’t fathom living anymore, in a world where I suffer whether I eat or not. I don’t know if I can do this anymore. Maybe hitting my ugw will fix what’s wrong with me.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I say this and all I’m getting is recovery posts on here from oomfs. I don’t know, my gym bro “recovery” is so much less stressful, but the idea of possibly never hitting my ugw is too upsetting.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I’m gonna be honest chat, my sister moves in some point today and she is highly competitive with me over the ed shit. A relapse is happening, I really don’t have the willpower to stop it I’m sorry. I recovery baited. I’ll do my best to stay at the gym tho and keep those habits.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I’m gonna be honest chat, my sister moves in some point today and she is highly competitive with me over the ed shit. A relapse is happening, I really don’t have the willpower to stop it I’m sorry. I recovery baited. I’ll do my best to stay at the gym tho and keep those habits.

[lem is follow limited! @lemonchol]

I don’t mean to be depressing but I’m truly hoping that for everyone’s sake here know that you don’t have to get worse to be valid. Please.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

Going out with family tonight, watch it end in me being fed fast food. I have 492 calories left for 1k deficit, 992 for my normal 500 cal deficit. I’ll do my best to make up for earlier in the week, but we may just have to forgive and forget the 2 “bad” days.

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I’d rather go to the gym rn then go for my planned run, but I’ll do it :/ fuck my fat chud life

[Christmas Rocky of SHEDTWT @Rocky_SHED]

I lowk wanna relapse and like starve myself again while somehow keeping muscle? Like idk, I’ll just do an even bigger daily deficit and see if my body maintains muscle.