Have had something weighing on me for quite a while that I feel the need to share. While I do have a great support system, a few friends have noted this behavior in me, and I just want to own up to it.
I’m an audio message person. Instead of sending a long text for you to read at your leisure, I will send a 3, 5, sometimes 10+ minute long voice message to you. I can’t be bothered to write it out. I know it’s not super thoughtful to my friends. I know it feels like a personal podcast for that one person, and I know it takes up so much more time than a text.
If I’m honest. Completely honest… I don’t think I can change. I don’t think I WANT to change. I love rambling for minutes on end. I love changing subjects at the drop of a hat, getting distracted by something in my peripheral vision, leading me to forgetting what I even started the audio message for in the first place.
To my fans: thank you for your undying support.
To my friends: thank you for listening to my audio messages. I will not stop.