I am insignificant and don't matter.
But that's not a bad thing.
It means I can be who I want, and in the grand scheme of things, its freeing.
I just wish I could see it that way.
I hate how my brain works. I JUST STARTED my 2 week vacation and my brain is like 'it's already Tuesday, you pretty much go back to work tomorrow and you didn't even do anything.'
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First poster for Markiplierโs directorial debut โIRON LUNGโ
The film will have a theatrical rollout starting on January 30 with approx 50-100 theaters.
I wanna be fit and sexy.
And feel confident in myself.
And wear cute clothes and feel pretty.
I also want to dress in all sweats and play video games for 10 hours on my day off while having donuts for breakfast.
There are two wolves inside me ๐ฉ
Sometimes, I just get an overwhelming sadness for all the things Ill never get to experience again.
Like waking up on a saturday morning to my grandma making crepes with blueberry syrup.
Or my Cecil, chirping at me when I woke up every morning.
I feel like life just made more sense when Markiplier was a part of it.
I've fallen so far behind that I could spend weeks catching up.... for science.