If you are still able to.
Call yo grandma today. Talk to her for a little while. Gossip if you have to lmao. She’ll love that shit. And you’ll be glad you did it.
I miss my grandmas. So very much. I love you both.
I know shit sucks right now. But don’t fuckin give up dude. You got people who need you to not give up. Even if you feel like you don’t have anyone in your corner. You can only prove them all wrong about you, if you don’t fuckin give in.
You got this.
Whoever you are.