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She/her, 23, lesbian, autistic so I sometimes have a hard time reading into things, uncensored Sh stuff, pro recovery but my fucking god why is it so hard

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I’m feeling insanely suicidal what do I do reaching out only has made it worse #988twt #suicidetwt

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@cry4vira Sorry, bin stereotypische Eisenbahn Autistin. Kann nur Hassliebe für die DB aufbringen. <3

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Holy shit, hab dieses lied heute gefunden und es hittet too close to home. Aber so fucking gut.

https://t.co/GrU1jFaVuN

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@Ramenketzchen Fühle ich

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@CatWearingSockz Depends, but in my case I was just used to alcohol because I had beers somewhat regularly from the age of like 13/14 and harder alcohol as soon as I could buy it myself at 18. So at 20, when drinking became a habit, I was so used to the taste that it didn’t really bother me. <3

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@cuteforheart To a degree I guess. I do this sometimes. They never know, I don’t have my webcam running and I don’t make any noise while doing it. We just normally talk. Sometimes my need to cut and being in call with people just overlaps. <3

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@skibidiriz63304 Fore arms, they are just easy to reach and the scars lowk look pretty. But its also annoying to keep covered, at least as it’s starting to get warmer now. <3

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At least not in front of anyone <3

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I kinda feel this one, don’t get me wrong its not good to traumatize your roommate or anyone for that matter, but whenever I get a new knife, my first thought is: I wonder how well I can cut myself with that? Luckily so far I never acted upon that thought though.

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@Moonie_096 Besides only a few exceptions I do the parallel cuts like in the left picture. I just really like the symmetry of them. <3

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@willbyersdad I also slow swipe. It just gives so much more beautiful pain <3

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@HimikoTogaToo Tbh. The biggest reason I cut is for the pain. So I just tend to drag it out as long as I can. If you don’t cut for the pain, it makes sense to do it fast. It doesn’t mean you are weaker. <3

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@Angel370775308 @HimikoTogaToo Usually I go slow all the way. Tbh. I am kinda scared of cutting too deep. So the way I usually do it is like 8-10 slow swipes until I have a styro. Though part of that is also because I have to use a really shitty and dull cutter atm. <3

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@HimikoTogaToo Not only do I cut slow, I multiswipe slow. <3

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@meow_lini Kenn ich, mit dem Unterschied, dass meine Hände gefühl immer kalt sind </3

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@knockonherdoor I’d say maybe a 7 or something? Yesterday it was an 11 though <3

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@liariie Thanks for the encouraging words, hopefully it aligns correctly for me too once its fully healed <3

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Ugh, I tried to make an X styro on my outer forearm but like why is the center starting to misalign while its healing T-T

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@meow_lini Auf jeden fall <3