I’m so not okay, but I can’t tell my best friend that because she’s already stressed out and sad enough on her own because of the move I guess I just needed a place to get my words out because I have no one to tell them to. 😭
Finding it really hard how to figure out how to be happy for my bestie and her family in their move but letting myself be sad for me because her daughter is my favorite person in the entire world and I don’t know how I’m going to cope with not seeing her multiple times a week.
We knew something wasn’t right and we’re in the process of getting him in to be euthanized. Literally was calling vets yesterday trying to find someone who would schedule an appointment. I thought I had a little more time.
This week has been tough. Walked outside to my porch cat passed away right next to my car. Discovering him was traumatic for me. 😥
Rest in peace my sweet boy. 🌈