⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt

trying to recover (sort of) ⛧ 158cm ⛧ cw: 51kg ⛧ bmi: 20s ⛧ gw1: 50kg ⛧ gw2: 45kg ⛧ ugw: 40kg

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

⸸new edtwt intro⸸

⛧ 18, he/they/it, audhd
⛧ eng/pt br
⛧ recovering from sh
⛧ likes: mcr, dolls, horror, alt music, monster high, vampires, history, kuromi and drawing
⛧ dni: fatphobes, -14, non edtwt or pro israel

♡︎ / ↻ / 💬 to be moots

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

btw ive been on my study era so i havent been eating a lot cause ive been busy studying and im happy im losing weight but my partner is concerned so i need to start eating more. being loved is so difficult when youre self destructive cause do they have to make me want to live😭😭

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

hii im back but i do not plan on relapsing. my relationship with food got bad recently and my partner is worried about me so basically i plan to slowly restrict my way into recovery i think, idk.

[jen ౨ৎ is locked tf in @j3nnyst4r]

honestly no one has to worry about my ed it's not like i'm losing any fucking weight

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

guys 18 birthday is tmrw and im still not skinny 😭😭😭

[Louise! 🌒 @yogurtncereal]

I don't do scales, i don't do bmis, i don't measure my bf%. I LOOK IN THE MIRROR. And if I don't look thinner i CRY

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

@UrCvttingpuppy apparently there are these things called ring splints that help with that. i cannot buy it cause they dont sell them in my country but you can buy them on etsy

[Esh @Eshaal0kk]

“Ai will replace you”
Lets see if ai can live with this much melancholy in the chest

[ʚɞ @meowcissism]

i knew from a young age that i was offputting and unfixable

[adri. ᥫ᭡ (0/10) @akihikorexic]

“i haven’t eaten all day” oh so you’re challenging me. this is a challenge.

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

been eating sm recently hopefully i have not gained a lot since i have not binged thankfully

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

this might seem stupid for ppl whp dont have many side effects from their ed but i had this since i was 12 my body cant handle shit anymore to the point i missed out on so much stuff bc of it and i srsly cannot risk missing out on this concert

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

once i reach 50kg im going back to eating normally for a while cause i cant be weak if i want to last two mcr concerts in a row

[emma ��� @cncemmax]

of course i have a praise k*nk.. i was ignored as a child.

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

my very skinny friend gave me a gorgeous gothic top she doesnt use anymore and it was too small for me. my only goal now is to fit into that top even if i have to lose my boobs

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

@UrCvttingpuppy hi!!!!

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

@myyakcal if it helps you mine look the same. youre not alone twin 🤞🏻🤞🏻

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

tummy hurts :(

[meru ⚢ @plaks4ngel]

growing older while im still mentally stuck at 16 is fucking terrifying

[⸸ bones ⸸ edtwt @RottenDollBones]

having an ed is so funny like you can just make up rules that dont make any sense and might not even help you lose weight but following them makes you feel good and not following them makes you feel like youre going to throw up