Fred

former state executive branch employee. remote pilot

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

My dancer friend gave me her outfit. I didn’t ask for it either but she’s like I have several no worries. I gave her a vape pen later. It was cool. I think I met a friend.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

Hair is cut with a fade. Working on real friendships and new people try to meet me every weekend

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

Clothes are pressed by Friday evening with new cologne and focus on being the best version of myself I can be.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

I’m going to the club after a hard days work attempting to rescue a dog.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

Only in the mountains is it ac on full blast all day then I need a space heater by 10:30pm

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

1 hour until im departing. Brings 1.5 kWh ac charger plus multiple chargers so i can stay searching. I’ll give it all morning.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

It’s highly likely the dog is out there so searching from above is the best bet to narrow down where it would hide and even finding it would be the ideal outcome. I said I can’t guarantee a recovery but I can help narrow down the search area. Honestly I pray I find the dog

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

5 hours of travel time isn’t free but it willing to give it a go and brining 6 batteries including two fast chargers.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

At least I can help narrow it down and tell them the most likely locations the dog is hunkering down. It also would cover my weekend entertainment expenses. I just don’t want to tank my recovery success rate. I’m making it my mission to find that dog.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

I booked a last minute lost dog scouting service. Bittersweet since it’s been 14 hours since the dog got away and is in an unfamiliar place. I pray I locate the dog 🙏. I don’t want them to pay for a service if the dog was already picked up or something.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

Xanax bars are like my tictacs all prescription and the pharmacist hates it they have to order the medicine how are other people not taking it that much?

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

I’m just going to ask her not to drink until she takes a test

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

Any intimacy involves risk of pregnancy. She stopped drinking after intimacy. I let her handle repositioning so I’m thinking it got past my clothing barrier but idk. I found out she’s not on birth control so this could be a thing

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

My balls feel empty and it’s sensitive. So that’s not great

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

I met a much more compatible woman who genuinely cares about me. She said don’t be sad it’s just the beginning and offered to include me in her plans. I haven’t met someone with her level of kindness but she said I’m too kind for this world. I haven’t felt that level of intimacy my entire life. I told her about my circumstances and losing my support system. I said I can’t expect her to fill in the gaps but she was like text or FaceTime me anytime and we made some tentative plans.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

She was cool and said just come here earlier no need to reschedule.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

Good news I got the date scheduling figured out. I’m just going to go when I wake up and meet before her shift. So that’ a better outcome than I expected.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

If I could have a partial inheritance now I could start my own family and live near my actual friends instead of going through the trouble of networking with so many people. It’s so frustrating to look forward to something & then be disappointed right after losing my support network on here. It feels more high stakes because I feel misunderstood.

[Fred @RoyalistDog]

I have a date tomorrow 🖤