@moricalliope Either of these
These games are the most fun I've had in a while and the best 3-5 hrs I've spent exploring, joking around and just vibing.
Happy 20th anniversary to Disgaea 2!
One of my favorite SRPGs from the PS2 era.
Unfortunately, it's one of the few Disgaea games not available on modern consoles.
Since this video i got a large amount of people calling me Elfin or weird things. It's kinda sad since i moved out of this bad part of my life but yea.
I already say it but i am deeply sorry for taking too much inspiration from her. Not because of the backlash but because of the person i became. I am still learning to love myself and be true to my personality and i always found it easier to copy someone who succeeded than being my loser dumb self.
I said dumb shit on the internet trying to be "le edgy based girlfailure" for clouts because i think this was the only thing that could make me loved by many like Elfin. I grow up hating myself so if i could hide who i was really by copying someone gimmick this was so cool in my head, nobody would know i was just a lonely girl obsessed with rat and silly things, nobody would say to me again "can you stop being like that Riri and be more normal?".
I was heavily harassed in France (IRL too) after doing some dark humor jokes and saying slurs so i just turned to follow this past since the english community was loving that and yea i ended up being Elfin 2.0 with more larping and grifting.
I am still proud of my political beliefs and values but basing my content on that was the worst idea ever. I became more depressed, could not stop alcohol and just surrounded with toxicity just for some likes from white supremacists who hated me for having a brown boyfriend in the past. How ironic i was doing racist tweet while dating the thing that i was criticizing lmao.
I understand why you call me Elfin 2.0 but please take a looks at my personal improvement and who i decided to become after realizing what the fuck i was doing.
Here is my full statement on this if you haven't see it :
"I was kinda cringe and edgy in the past, i'm not really proud especially taking elfin as an inspiration but yea i'm happy that i realized that i was fucking up every up for clouts, i gathered the wrong community who where horrible and here only for racism and me being in a bad mentally state. Thank you a lot for talking about that !
I have a lot of problems assuming myself and not masking so i often copy people that i like, it's lame and i know this but i grow up like that copying my friends to be sure i was not gonna be hated/doing anything weird. I'm learning now to love myself and act as i am !
I deserve everything that happened for putting myself in a bad environment but i grow hope being a (maybe) kinder human and almost out of depression !
Thankyou for yapping about that and the wrong size of me, it's dumb but seeing everything i did explained in your way help me a lot understanding what was wrong with me 💛"
Thank you internet guys squeek have cheese